I just found and ordered an argyle sweater. I like classic looks and it is cold here.
Yay. I am so excited about going home. I have about umm, how many weeks here left? Until December 19th. Now, I've got little goals/marks to look forward to almost every weekend until I leave. My sister is coming next weekend, then the following weekend I will be in Tallahassee, then the following weekend after that Kevin will be here for a week. That is Thanksgiving week, and then there are only two weeks left. One of the last two weekends my mom is going to come and help me move out! MOVE OUT! Yay!!!! So if I do that kind of math, I am out of here in about 4 days.
I haven't been this happy in a long long time. I remember over the summer just having this pit in my stomach about coming to MSM. I was not excited at all. I was actually dreading it. I had no happy feelings about coming. Then I got here, thought it would be ok, then it became glaringly obvious that I needed to leave. Now, I have this new plan of just leaving. Leaving and teaching some violin lessons in GA. I am so excited about it. I am not making any more plans than that thought. My teacher here thinks it is a good idea not to make too many future plans. I just need to take care of me for a while and not jump from one thing to another. I've never done anything like this in my life. I have always just pushed through and kept going because it was what I was supposed to be doing. Says who? I don't know, but now I am going to do what I know is right for myself. The registrar yesterday said, "What are your plans? Where are you going to transfer?" I said I don't know and that I just need some time off. He said "Only you would know what is best for you." He's right. Only I know...and I do.